Waiting

I haven’t really had much to update about because not much has really happened. Since the last positive update from all the departments, nothing’s really changed that much.

Yeah, I’m having some cramps from the dialysis and some nights get some shitty sleep, but compared to everything else, they’re really not much to worry about. Hot packs for the cramps and naps during the day usually clear everything up.

Now it’s just the waiting. I don’t know if I’ve jumped any higher on the list, or if that’s even a thing now because of how the offers work (which I’m still not really completely clear on), but I’m still pretty high up there, that I know.

The days still blur together, but at least now they blur together without me having bigger worries on my shoulders.

I’ve had a bunch of visitors the last couple days, which is nice. As usual it breaks the monotony. And I’ve been much happier eating food from home since I’ve been allowed to (I’ll take Grandma’s famous lasagna with meatballs and some chicken casserole over liquidy manicotti any day).

Now I just have to be (a) patient. Just have to wait. And make sure I don’t do something stupid to screw up the state I’m in.

Yep, just wait.

And wait…